A man who isnt afraid to walk out on you, doesn't deserve to have you. A man is a person of compassion and integrity, not a person who will make you cry and beg for a mili-second of his time when you have done nothing wrong. A real man doent's put friends and associates before you instead of repairing the damage he caused within his own marriage. Those are the actions of an overgrown manboy stuck in the mindset of a millennial. It's time to let you go my friend and I need to do it for myself. The sleepless nights, uncertainty, loneliness, weight loss, heartache, sadness, and fear is too much to bear. I'm just a Cali girl living in this messed up Midwest world and I'm tired of being put last on the list. My vows were sacred to me, you uttered yours to get what you wanted. I wear my ring with pride and honor while yours lay stuck between the couch cushion where it fell out your pocket. You hate me, you love me, which one will it Be? When I needed you the most even the nurses kept you away from my room for the way you were treating me? What did I do to deserve this, how could you leave me so empty, then I realized it was easy to do for sidechicks you had plenty. Don't come crawling back to me when the next one uses you to tear you down, just remember I was the one who respected you as man, my husband, my king, honey l allowed you to wear the crown.
