My thoughts run rampant, circular, on and on,
Id give anything to eradicate them,be okay, have them gone.
The weight that I carry is one that crushes every bone,
I feel as if I'm going crazy, I need to be left alone.
Do I deserve peace, freedom, thoughts away from fear?
Or wil I continue to suffer and allow these things to forever be near?
It feels good to write this down and get it off of my chest,
Hoping one day soon that I will accept it and finally get some rest.
I cannot change what can't be undone so I have to face the facts,
I will be okay no matter what because I know Allah always has my back.