It’s the season for giving, caring, loving and lets not forget receiving, but it it is also the season where suicide skyrockets, depression shoots to an all time high, andv the loneliness of your life is as clear as day. For those like myself who are battling demons, do we lean heavily on our faith? I am not afraid to say that my faith is not strong. I am way too good at goodbyes like the Sam Smith song says. I’m just protecting my soul, every time I open up it hurts. It just seems like in my experience if do not agree or have a disagreement with a new associate they are very quick to dismiss me, without giving me a single solitary chance. How am I supposed to trust ever? I’m used to emptiness in my heart, but when I trust someone with my inner most secrets I don’t expect to be left in a situation where I may have to regret it. I don’t know when I will ever learn...... This is not Christmas......
Loyalty; the quality of being loyal. A strong feeling of support or allegiance. Now I know that sounds like a "Trumpish...
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