Update

Happy Saturday all my favorite people.  As I have previously stated before, I do not make new years resolutions. I choose to continue to live my life and grow to become a better person. This year has by far, so far been the most rewarding mentally, physically and spiritually. My faith has grown so much. I truly believe in the power of the tongue and the mightiness it holds. I choose to only speak on positive things and I only engage in conversation that enhances joy and peace throughout my day. I have learned to let things go and truly forgive and let go. I am not perfect, I slip up , but I catch myself in the moment and turn it around.

I no longer try to hold onto things or people who hurt me, say mean things to me or intentionally hurt me. Ii find the strength inside to say NO! I am a good person and deserve better than a person who feels its okay to shame me and try to make me feel as if I am no good. I am a child of the most high God and he makes no mistakes. It is okay to honor who you are, honor yourself. You deserve it. Happiness for A moment can never compare to joy for a lifetime. 

Whatever may come my way I now know a better way to handle it. No darkness will ever stand in my way... I will Radiate always. Its in your darkest hour is when your light shines its brightest. Remember no matter what you do God will never forsake you. People will hurt you, use you, and even abandon you when you need them the most, but God will be there shining his light when you cant seem to find it in you to shine. The Lord will shine for you until you can take over the torch, shine and praise his name.