For me letting go and moving on is something I am eerily familiar with. Does it bother me that here I am once again in the same position? Yes, it does. I self evaluate, I look into myself and I can see where I am flawed. I know when I am wrong and I own it. What I do not and absolutely will not own is someone else's total lack of knowledge when it comes to human decency. Someone who is so quick to dismiss a friendship and not fight for it on moral ground, let alone empathize with the other person. Why would you expect me to adhere to some random rules made by a new person in your life when a person wont even step in my shoes for 5 minutes to see it from my prospective?
So yes, I will not hold back my thoughts and you will get the full, and I mean full assertiveness that I possess when it comes to protecting my heart and my very own moral compass. Life just doesn't work that way. I would rather have one good friend for years than 10 shady ones that go "Ghost" on me based on the convenience of their own selfish lives.
Short entry, but I needed to speak very clearly as to why I had to walk away from a friendship that I was actually pushed out of.
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